Sunday, February 13, 2011

You are a special mom

Before i was a mom i never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.

Before i was a mom- I had never been puked on. Popped on. Chewed on. Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts i slept all night.

Before i was a mom- I never held down a screming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots.
I never looked in teary eyes and cryed.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep.

Before i was a mom- I never held a sleeping baby just because i didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when i couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much.
I never knew i could love someone so much.
I never knew i would love being a mom.

Before i was a mom- I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body.
I didnt know how special it could feel to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy.

Before i was a mom- I had never gotton up in the middle of the night every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love, the heartache, the wonderment or the satisfaction of being a mom.
I didn't know i was capable of feeling so much, before i was a mom.


Thursday, February 10, 2011

Im getting super excited!!

Well we have 11 more days tomorrow tell we find out for sure what the new baby is i can not wait i know all you guys know :) but im getting so excited so i thought i would blog about it. I cant wait tell we welcome this new Egley baby into the world. The 22 just needs to hurry up and get here. Tonight the baby was pushing on my rib i almost started to cry i forgot how bad that hurts! Im feeling this baby move more and more and it just brings happens to my face. Its mostly at night time when i feel this baby move when im trying to sleep its a pain in the butt but its worth it :) I dont think i felt Audrina move this early but they say in its your second or third pregancy you feel them move alot sooner thats what i read anyways!
Audrina that little girl we put her in her room tonight with a movie on and her bed is right by the dresser well she crawled up on the dresser and got a few things off the tv to play with she is so lucky she didnt fall of the dresser daddy was so so mad him and his temper. Im just glad she didnt fall, so we have to redo her room again!!

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Well i guess im going to give this hole blog thing a try lol.. Jared and I are having a baby im so excited we FIND OUT FEB 22 what the sex is i can not wait!! im so blessed to have all the great people i have in my life.. We might have 3 kids in july when this baby comes. My nepfew is in states custody cuz my little sister was being stiuped and made alot of bad decsions well i get a phone call from his foster care case worker asking me if i can take my nepfew im second to ken so i thought about it and talked with my husband cryed and cryed cuz i was in foster care i was adopted its not all that great when you are not with your real family. Me and my husband talked about it and we are doing every thing we can do to get him. I just dont want him to have to go thro what i went thro. He deserves to be with family and not strangers he didnt ask for any of this! If my sister cant get him back we are going to adopted him i just wanna be able to have him in my life and be a aunt to him if he is with other people i might not be able to see him and be in his life. Its alot to deal with i know im just so glad i have the people i do in my life that understand and suport me! Thank you guys means alot to me...